The Affinity Series

Concepts for Understanding


 
 

Killing a Bird with an RV

I felt bad.

Yesterday, while driving the RV on the highway, traveling north, a bird flew in front of the rig, too close, and I hit it.

There was a loud thump. The bird bounced away from the rig and to the side. I could see its wings flapping as it bounced.

It was a loud thump. I couldn't believe the bird hadn't died instantly. Yet, its winds were outspread and flapped as it bounced.

There was traffic behind and to the side and I couldn't stop to assist the bird. I was hoping the bird died quickly thereafter and wasn't lying in the ditch suffering.

Then I remembered that when we butchered our own fowl, the death throes would cause a rigorous flapping of wings. And, it also occurred to me that the outspread wings and the flap as it bounced could have been those of a dead bird caught in the wind currents in front of the RV.

Those two possibilities allowed me to ease my own pain a bit. But I'll never know whether or not the bird was killed instantly or suffered a lot.

As hard as it hit, it certainly couldn't have survived very long, it must be dead by now and not still suffering.